[ He's been trying really, really hard, this entire time, to stay dry-eyed. This used to be easier - he'd just let the numbness curl up in him and stay there. But now, it's - different. Now, everything at once wells up in him and he just lets out a shivery, sad noise.
When he closes his eyes he just replays it in his head. Remembers how it feels to run the knife along her neck. It wasn't her, but it was. ]
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When he closes his eyes he just replays it in his head. Remembers how it feels to run the knife along her neck. It wasn't her, but it was. ]