devoutish | IC contact for wethelost

Not truly pleasant, but relatively so. Yeah. People can get used to nearly anything, and they can find space to rest, as well. But--

[Here he raises an eyebrow.]

I wouldn't say that interesting is the word I would use, mate.

[ Getting to experience alternate realities seems interesting to him, anyway, assuming it wouldn't just be a forced exercise in torture. Which maybe it was, judging by Alfie's reaction to that. ]

The possibilities seem interesting. Not the torture aspects. [ Or whatever other nefarious purpose it must've served. ] Unless that's all it was. [ ...Maybe it was tactless to comment on it at all. ]

I assure you, it's less interesting when it's your life. Even now, I'm a bit mixed up over it.

[He touches the side of his head. Memories upon contradicting memories, tangled timelines... he would rather have done without all of it.]

Where did you come here from, then?

Oh. [ An awkward pause. ] Nearly all of my memories are false implants of lives I've never lived, without a clear chronology. [ So maybe little wonder why experiencing alternate lives that are actually his seems so interesting to him. Maybe he should've mentioned that first. ]

Not an intermediary world like that as far as I know. My homeworld. [ Which admittedly might as well be Norfinbury in places. Sort of. ] Another alternate Earth, in the 2040s. There were several world wars before my time... Nuclear winter, toxic rain and snow. The humans who can afford it live in off-world colonies. They suffer the effects of the ruined environment more than my kind do.

[ He tilts his head. Probably can't hurt to mention: ] Humans are solely responsible for causing it. [ Not AIs or androids. Androids were employed as slave labour to fight the off-world wars and settle space colonies in brutal conditions, though, of course. ]

[Alfie nods, not surprised; people coming straight from home might be pretty unusual here, but it's not unheard of.

How'd you end up with implanted memories? Is that commonly done with androids?

Only common for my model. It's thought to give us increased stability, mentally and emotionally. [ He raises his eyebrows. In other words: ] Easier to control. It must work, I haven't heard of other Nexus-9s killing humans except under orders. Different story with earlier models.

Mm. That's odd; it seems to me it would give you less stability, all that rattling around inside you.

I can't say I fully understand the science behind it myself. Maybe if I had access to the studies. [ Which of course no android would be given. ] I'm assuming this wasn't the case with the— artificial beings you've run into before?

Not that I know of, but I didn't know any of 'em well.

[Even the ones that had also been prisoner in Norfinbury - Luna, Jack - he'd been suspicious of, and for what he feels were good reasons.]

Were you wary because of what they are? [ Maybe he shouldn't ask that, but he wants to know. ] Or just didn't get along with them well? I mean the ones who weren't holding you captive there.

[ Being wary of the admin is obviously understandable. ]

Both.

[He says honestly. He's not one to sugarcoat unpleasant truths.]

There was one-- I got along all right with her, I suppose. But I did trust her less when I found out what she was, and I trusted her even less still when I found out some of what she'd been involved with at home.

[ Having already guessed that was the case, the only part that's surprising to K is that Alfie apparently got along with one of them. ]

What was that?

[Alfie shakes his head.]

That's not so important, now; it was a long time ago, and I only knew half of it, really. The details are fuzzy.

[ Fair enough. Might be a polite lie, might be the truth, it doesn't matter much either way. ]

You've come a long way, inviting one to have tea with you in your home. [ His tone's teasing. He's not holding the past robophobia against Alfie. ] One that, for the sake of full disclosure, is also usually armed out of habit.

[ Which doesn't mean a whole lot when he can't harm humans of his own volition anyway. It is just habit; he feels off-balance without the shoulder holster. ]

I'd expect nothing less, mate; so am I.

[Though wherever his weapon is, it's not immediately visible on him.]

We all learn and grow, don't we, when we're thrown into places like this.

[ Naturally it's immediately tempting to try and figure out how and where Alfie's armed — but K refrains, not looking up from his lap. He's also grateful, in hindsight, that his statement wasn't interpreted as some kind of threat.

A bit dryly: ] Most do, but there's a few who seem to obstinately resist changing. While we're on the subject. [ Of learning and growing. He looks up now. ] Last time I sidetracked the conversation without meaning to, when you were talking about shechita.

[ Mentioning how androids weren't permitted to practise religion had been intended as an invitation to speak more about it, in fact. ]

Yeah?

[Alfie raises a questioning eyebrow.]

Yeah, we were. I haven't got much to say about it, I'm afraid; I don't know much beyond the basics, not being involved in it myself. Did you have specific questions, mate, or just a general curiosity?

[The latter he could easily spin off onto other related topics, if allowed to.]

General curiosity. About— your religious practises, I guess. The ones you are involved in. [ And if he sounds hesitant, it's only because: ] If it isn't inappropriate to ask.

[ And if it is, hopefully his ignorance can be excused. Certainly none of the books in the library had specified that he'd be risking causing offense just by asking, but his research also hadn't been exhaustive. ]

It's not. I like talking about it. I had a Rosh Hashanah party a few months ago-- do you know Rosh Hashanah?

[ He knows the literal translation, which seems to imply a new year celebration of some kind. ] A festival? [ He guesses. ] I'm not familiar with it, but I remember the name. I think it must have been mentioned on the bulletin board.

[ He smiles slightly as he follows that memory, recalling more. ] Open for visitors, it said. I guess I should have come by. [ Except that he tends never to go where he isn't specifically invited or required to be. A habit that kept him somewhat safer in his homeworld. ]

Yeah, you should have; we had a proper feast. Rosh Hashanah, that's the new year. It's a time of celebration; of coming together. You would have enjoyed it.

[ He does regret missing the experience of it now, but also figures it might've been awkward not knowing anyone there. Hard to say. ]

Maybe next time, if you have any plans to do it again. [ Larger gatherings aren't his favourite, but maybe it wouldn't be too bad now that he does know quite a few people here. And more importantly, would have someone to bring with him. Who... can't eat, but still. ] Think you will? Do you observe any other holidays or significant dates like that?

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