jumpthegun: (facepalm 3)

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[personal profile] jumpthegun 2016-11-29 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a doubt because Bucky's my friend, I gave him my word, and I just spent last night being made to believe I should murder half the people I care about most by the Admin or left to that by her. Including Bucky. He was here and I fucking bit him because I couldn't do anything else to hurt him!

[His voice is more than a little strained by the end of that. Okay, so maybe suppressing everything to do with this isn't working out as well as he'd hoped.]

Mm... Just a moment. Sorry. Just a moment.

[The line goes dead for about a minute as John gathers himself once more. This is the problem with voice over text. He continues in a more level voice after that.]

I'll try to convince Stein to do it himself. He's the one who asked me to test out the procedure on him, anyway. I told him no until we had more information.
jumpthegun: (sad | look right)

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[personal profile] jumpthegun 2016-12-07 07:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[Alfie, he's a walking guilt complex. Is this really the sagest advice? Regardless, John can see the logic in it, even if it's a morally dubious thing to do. Not to mention, how much will Bucky be able to trust him, if he breaks his word on this?]

I'll talk with Stein. He might be rattled enough from everything that's happened to want to request it himself, especially if I show him the conversation where he asked for it before.
jumpthegun: (sad | take a breath)

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[personal profile] jumpthegun 2016-12-08 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
[That's honestly a bit of a confusing sentiment.]

He has his reasons. And I've done enough to make him mistrust me.
jumpthegun: (confused | earnest)

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[personal profile] jumpthegun 2016-12-08 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
[John massages his temple on the side that isn't covered in a bandage for the moment.]

Can we table this argument? Please? My face hurts. A lot.

[A cheap way to side-step this, but he does have meds he can take, his own narcotics from back when his leg was a mess. He'd found those going through his stocks and realized he hadn't even really needed to ask Sherlock for morphine.]
jumpthegun: (uncertain | red rim)

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[personal profile] jumpthegun 2016-12-08 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
I'll talk to you later, Alfie.