Entry tags:
- we the lost: !ic,
- we the lost: eliza owens,
- we the lost: emily kaldwin,
- we the lost: kd6-3.7,
- we the lost: meulin leijon,
- we the lost: montague "monty" navarro,
- we the lost: phillip gray,
- we the lost: renart,
- we the lost: royce melborn,
- we the lost: the psiionic,
- we the lost: toriel,
- we the lost: zangetsu
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Solomons & Melborn
1108 Sweet Cream Street
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[His fingers find Royce's wrist, then run lightly along his throat.]
All right, what happened next?
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I was trying to kill her. I really wanted to do it, and she was fighting back just as hard, and then in the middle of it... she kissed me. I didn't know what to do.
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[ A pause. ] It wasn't a problem in the moment, but now that I've had time to think about it, I...
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Tell me why?
[It's not like he can't make a few educated guesses on his own, but he figures it's better to hear Royce's own words on the matter.]
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I am... uncomfortable. With the fact that it - that a fight where I was... lost. [ He pauses, and then sighs and clears his throat, trying again. ] I lost myself in that fight. It was survival. And then she turned it into something -- something sexual and I was so confused and had nowhere to put that aggression. It sits like a heavy stone in my stomach.
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Will you talk to her about it?
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What do you wish she had done instead?
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I wasn't completely blameless. I should've stopped us.
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I don't like having gone from fighting for my life to doing something like - like that.
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I wish I could give better advice to you, mate.
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And then, quieter: ] If I talked to her, I don't know if she'd take me seriously.
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Yeah. I guess. I don't know if she knows it is a problem. She told me to shush, after.
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[Pause.]
In a more polite sort of way, perhaps.
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So you think I should talk to her, then.
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I will. Eventually.
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Or I'll bash her for you, if you like.
[It's not a completely serious suggestion; he knows that Royce wouldn't want him to. I'm on your side, is what he really means by it.]
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I know you would. [ He murmurs. ] You know - I think next time there is something that happens here that changes me, I'm not going to do it. People never seem to like it much when I participate.
[ Maybe he's being sulky about it, but listen. ]
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